alygator is amazing! she brings me cookies when I need them most :)
So, I read it. Every last page. I didn’t skip over anything even when I thought it was too much.
Its cruel. Its devastating. Its rude. It made me hate everything about boys. And girls really. There is nothing to justify what she did. What they’re doing. They’re fucked up. She’s fucked up. There’s nothing good in writing that way. When you don’t even know the person. I want to rip things up. Tear things. Break her in two. Its never fair, the way the good people seem to be left by the wayside.
And then there is the other situation that made me sick recently. I bet she knew she was behind her. She did it because she could. She could pray on her insecurities and fuck with her mind. Because she knew she had the power. It didn’t matter what he’d done to her. It didn’t seem to cross her mind that one day, he’ll probably fuck them over too. Because thats what he does, thats what they do.
My views of humanity and our high school have gone to shit. We’re all bitches.
And I hate it.
Today is not my day. They said to call back children’s today and, guess what they filled up their volunteering within less than 12 hours. and, its not like its just a thing to me. its something i am passionate about. i’m tired of today and it just keeps getting worse. i wish someone was home to bring me cookies or just talk to me.
I hate my math teacher.I hate my math teacher.I hate my math teacher.I hate my math teacher.
Just thought I’d get that off my mind. Its not like all I ever do is go to fucking math tutorial. My family is fucked up right now, my brother never goes to school, my mom is always moody and stressed out because she’s aloud to be and my dad is probably off doing shit. I HATE YOU.
